man... i feel like such a douchebag today. today was the 1k at Superstars and i decided to play in it. i played my home brew tezzper deck that was... well it was pretty meh. i played back to back Kuldotha red decks, i played a home brew Rock deck in which i took him down with creeping tar pits and a shitty UB control deck in which i drew fuckin...a billion land but just 3 short of playing and hardcasting fuckin...blightsteel colossus. so i dropped1-3 so now... i am drinking lol! drinking and brewing. right now i have ali antraizis mono blue proliferate...broliferate HA!, deck and i am attempting to add/splash black just for tezzeret... i need a deck to play tommorow becuase the deck i constructed last nite is fucking shit...sigh, i should have just played fuckin Pawgo, i love that deck. anyways the real reason i am writing this post is becuase of a little incident that occoured tonite.

tonite i came face to face with jon sasso, the owner of channelfireball and Superstars gaming center in san jose california. now i didnt think i would be in his presence tonite nor did i expect to see him. but i ended up seeing him and standing 5 feet from him...i felt a little awkward because of all the shit i have talked about channelfireball and how they are behind SCG and blah blah blah. and tonite he saw me and said " ahhh the twitter guy" lol i laughed a bit and didnt really think much of it...but now i am sitting here thinking about and drinking and whatever and i feel bad. this guy jon, is so fucking nice. he didnt blow up at me or call me out on anything or ask my why i was talking shit. he just laughed and went on with life... and now as i am typing this...i feel bad. he a nice guy, he works hard at what hes trying to do and i just shit on him...i am sorry jon. its not fair to bash what you have built becuase what you have built is pretty impressive.
i have been going to superstars for years now and its gone from a store in a small shopping center to their warehouse to this giant fucking store that attracts basically the entire fucking bay area to it. i should be helping draw people to the store and saying nothing but nice things about the store because in all honesty, most of the people that work there are fucking great. and the service that they provide is exellcent and what jon has build is great and i greatly appreicate it..